[khanm]

the question you ask "do i deserve more ?" seems to really reach into the core of your problem. You may not believe in what you are doing at the present time.

The question you should really ask is why do you want to work? what do you want out of it?

Money?, Interest/passion? or a big ego?

whats the driving factor for you?

Its not really if you deserve it or not, you have more control over this than you think. Many people work ridiculous hours at work and get next to nothing in return. But they do it because they are not really in it for the money. Yes they get enough to pay the bills and save a penny here and there.

But they truly have found what they are passionate about and thats what gets them to wake up in the morning.

Or they love the fact that they are well known at work and have take pride in being a leader or mentor and show it when they can.

2cents