[ARandomerDude]

> Quite nightmarish, if you think about it.

Your comment assumes a positive change is impossible.

I almost killed myself when I was in high school but decided not to because I didn't want to hurt my family. That bought me enough time to get things straightened out and now I am very thankful to be here.

[clarry]

It is a nightmare if positive change does not come about. You're stuck in pain for as long as you refuse to bring others pain.