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Maybe you should just change the type of the software you build. If you are writing business software I completely understand you. At some point I was also considering to keep programming as a hobby and to start a new career in some other field. However, in the end I realized that I will throw away a good salary and already organized life without even having a clear alternative path. Software development is always a fun if you have a good team that loves software and management that understands the importance of software. So, my suggestion is to find a different industry for which you will write software and to find a company that takes the software development seriously. Whatever path you take, good luck :)