[crawfordcomeaux]

Maybe #1 means you've recently connected with yourself and so it isn't the most urgent, but something is still there needing addressing, so it stays close to the top of the stack until you connect with yourself around it? ;)

Don't mind me. I'm just having fun projecting meaning onto things.

[lifeisstillgood]

I have been searching for the real me for many years but never found myself.

Perhaps they are using a MetaPhysics engine to help me find myself?

If I feel connected I will tell you :-)