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Why do you get stressed out from programming? Where are your team members? They should be there to give you support. And maybe you are trying to hard. You don't have to program at breakneck speed every day. I have a feeling you are being too hard on yourself and you are trying to write perfect code. Don't do that. Don't have an ego. Work with your team. Allow yourself to learn and get better, and learn how to take criticism. You are one of the luckiest people in the world to have the occupation that you have. Everyone else has so much more of a tedious, stressful and tiring work life. Appreciate your gifts and what you have.