[adamnemecek]

Maybe the reason you don't have the luxury is because the school never gave you the luxury so you didn't have the opportunity to work out something to retain it.

[dugluak]

all I am saying is, the ability to do something with constraints that are out of your control, is a skill that needs to be learned.

[adamnemecek]

Sure but school constraints you too much. There needs to be a time when you can explore things, when should this time be if not during school.