[lordmatty]

What you have been through sounds terrible. I can imagine you a feeling very burnt out.

However, once the smoke has subsided I'm sure you take positives from this. If you need a salaried job, I suggest you look for a medium sized company that would value your experience, rather than a large corporate.

[StartingOver]

Yeah. Funny thing though, in all my life I've never had a resume, always things found me. It doesn't feel like it will be that way now, but I Aldo understand that I'm having some very strong feelings at the moment. I'm not much of one to hold on to them too long though. perhaps to a fault. I'll be refreshed by new year, but want to burn through all the dark parts now and leave as much behind as I can.