[brandall10]

You should be proud of yourself, you have an ability to deal with what would be a very stressful situation for most.

I'd only caution to appreciate that the team dynamic is not healthy; if you are ever in a leadership position, please don't mimic it. A little assistance can go a long way, and while I don't like the terminology used in this article little bits of appreciation regularly given do really help team cohesion.