[Mz]

I don't think I really have any habits that kill my creativity. I spent many years deconstructing myself. I don't hesitate to question and discard something about myself that isn't working for me.

The two biggest obstacles to me getting more done are my job and my ongoing efforts to get well. They both take up a lot of my time and frequently leave me too tired, both mentally and physically, to spend the kind of time I would like to spend on other things. If I am 'mindlessly' surfing the web or something, it is because I am not together enough to do something more productive. Still, looking back, little by little, some things gradually make forward progress anyway, in spite of my constant lament that "I never get anything done!!"