[crispyambulance]

I sympathize with the situation of having "no one to teach you".

I don't know why, but in my experience software practitioners are apt to be incurious and beginner-hostile. They tend to expect questions to be absurdly well-formed-- almost to the point of answering themselves. I believe this is part of the reason why stackoverflow seems like it is overrun by assholes.

The fact is, the best way to learn anything is by having a good teacher or mentor. A truly good teacher won't merely answer questions. A good teacher ASKS QUESTIONS and provokes the student into discovery. Good teachers are rare, but they aren't necessarily subject-matter experts, they just need to be a few steps further than the student along the path.

Even if you don't have someone that you can call a mentor, you can get on a rewarding path to learning new stuff by forming a workshop to learn a subject with colleagues. Exploring new subjects and solving new problems together with another person is an amazing and energizing way to learn things. It almost doesn't matter what skills you have relative to others, if you're far ahead in some topic, you will get better in it by teaching it to someone. If you're far behind, you can depend on the other to give you some clues for proceeding. If the chemistry is good and the environment allows it (not a sweatshop) this will work just fine.