[zapperdapper]

> How can I start, or be involved in, something more rewarding?

Absolutely fascinating question, but sadly not one I personally have the answer to, because I think only you do.

EDG looks very interesting - but I wonder how much business they actually do though? I also notice they do work with Dinkumware (http://www.dinkumware.com/) - God that is a blast from the past!

I guess just keep trying small projects and following interesting ideas and companies - something will grab you in the end.