[skilled]

Grow some balls my friend. If your work (money) is affecting you on this deep of a level then you need to step back and take charge of things once again.

This was painful to read, perhaps so because the only thing standing in the way of a solution is ignorance.

[needadvicebadly]

If there are any glaring areas of ignorance you can shed light on, I’d be very grateful.

In terms of growing balls and taking charge: I know this needs to happen but I’m worried about acting out emotionally against my interest.