[oldmancoyote]

Please, don't confuse exhaustion and the depression that comes with it as something more permanent. I've been programming for over 50 years. I'm not as fast as I was, but I'm still very good. I did not do my best work until I was over forty. Tech is appallingly misinformed about the effects of aging. Don't let the prevailing nonsense mislead you!

Listen to me my friend. Take a 3 week stress-free break away from home. Away from home is essential. Go to an all-inclusive resort like Club Med. Make sure it's 3 weeks at least and stress-free.

You are about to enter the most productive period in your life. When you come back, you will be ready for it and eager to show the world.

DO IT!