| I can relate to you however my drug of choice is caffeine. I have never been a beer/alcohol person. Likewise I work on my entrepreneurial endeavors at night after my day job, and often times I am so burned out and tired from the day. I will drink something heavily caffeinated on the way home from work, with the hope that it will boost my focus and mental performance, but so many times I just want to crash when I get home. A number of times I've crashed right after drinking the large Red Bull (always sugar free). A typical day for me is: working out in the morning, taking 3 scoops of jack3d before-hand (pre-workout caffeine-heavy supplement). Drink a Low Carb Rockstar when I get to work, get a double or triple espresso around 2pm, and a couple sodas throughout the day, then another Rockstar when I get home. If I'm still dragging, I will take a few more scoops of jack3d as well, just for mixing up the caffeine sources. I think my mindset is so performance driven, but my body/mind feel so weary. The first few times I had 3-4 cans of Red Bull in one day I got ultra paranoid. Now it's like the stuff doesn't even affect me except for the expense. $10/day or more just on caffeinated beverages that are not providing me any benefit. I find it extremely difficult to cut back, but I have to, because I consider it a negative addiction. For what it's worth I'm in my mid 30s, am extremely healthy, and my blood pressure is actually LOW. |