I’m far beyond that. Already saw eternity (to whatever degree it can be shown to a mortal) over two decades ago. Being shown a glimpse of infinite fear/pain and infinite pleasure as divergent paths of existence changed me, not for the better in terms of leading a meaningful life. I’ve been dreaming of being dead since then.
I am very thankful and relieved now that the end is in sight.
I am very thankful and relieved now that the end is in sight.