[meko]

Your experience mirrors mine so closely it brings tears to my eyes. Even the year we graduated. It's so hard to to feel bitter about it all and slide into self loathing. I'm trying to break into software and trying to take classes to learn the ropes but the classes all consume ludicrous amounts of time and I have little time for side projects or self teaching outside of it. Meanwhile my peers and others in dev have all been doing it for years and years, very few understand where I'm coming from. "Just build something!" I wish I could but I don't know how.