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by specialist 2821 days ago
"I realize due to the repeating pattern the problem ..."

Sure.

I reprogrammed myself. I chose to be positive, optimistic. It took years.

Life is a gift, every day a celebration. I rejected the recurring debilitating existential terror. I now find joy wherever I can, however I can, and do good works as able.

Good luck.