[ta28838]

(just adding as a comment because the original text was too long)

Maybe I reached my goals too quick and without much hassle at all and therefore can't really value what I have.

Changing my life circumstances again would probably not solve it. I always loved and needed to do new things. If I would quit now, I feel like I would lose all credibility. I mean, who wants to hire someone who even leaves his own company only because he is not happy? If there would be at least a reason... But there isn't. Even financials are working fine.

Sorry. Just spitting out what is in my head, unsorted and unstructured. I'm not even sure what I'm asking for with this post.

What's wrong with me?

[haburka]

There’s nothing wrong with you. People often feel terribly depressed when they meet their decade long goals. This is because striving is so satisfying and full of novelty.

Basically, the top of the mountain is beautiful but it’s also lonely. It also means you have to start walking down the mountain or find another goal in life. I assure you, there are aspects of your life that you could improve and refine still, but you focused on other aspects for so long.

Try to find something that you want to achieve that’s not work related - maybe run a marathon. That might help refresh yourself.