[kazishariar]

That's absolutely detrimental to your mental health and well-being man. But if it's the case that no one likes working and that one usually works to only eat, then you throw a rachet into the mix and start eating just enough to work. That solves the money part, if you want to be part of something bigger, try and join a volunteer mentorship helping the much-needed segment of the youth from underserved denomination upskill in their paths to becoming financially stable. Write a book, sing, dance, throw it all away, do it again, make sure no one's watching, then be sure to have everyone watching. You can go on learning for the rest of your life, start with a vacation, do it for a weekend, then go for a year, figure out how you can work while you play. I'm 40, and I do all of the above. You're slackin' man --but so was I -at 23. Gluck, & God-speed! :-)