[erric]

I don’t know about your situation, save what you have written here. I’m sure there are many aspects of your existence I won’t understand.

You say you’re not sad, angry or self-harming, however reading your post does give me pause to think that you may be in these states.

Is this a thought experiment? Do you have a plan? Do you have a date or time set?

If you do, please talk with someone about it.

[dorfsmay]

To OP: please call a crisis line.

Suicide is cutting out options. By living you still keep all options open, including suicide. So there is nothing to lose by delaying your decision.

I'm sure at least once in your life you've experienced people giving you ideas you had not thought about... Reach out to people, talk your situation though with people. Why not exploring other options?