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Not op. Sometimes the environment makes it nearly impossible to do a job hunt with an active job, also one time I was "convinced" that I'm not feeling good in the team so "probably" I should quit, like, right now (they did let me close the laptop though).

I managed to find an okayish job in week, but I consider that an extreme luck. Fear of poverty is a mindset, for some it's stronger, for others it's less troublesome, to me it's strongly connected to childhood memories and not trusting my abilities.