[hvidgaard]

> about a half-micron away from "I can, so why can't you?".

That was not at all the intention! I've developed a way to handle my issue, to the point where I can more or less shut my mind out of my body for hours. Kind of awake sleep. I have no notion of how many hours I'm out, but I'm aware the entire time.

What I've gone through to get to that point, I wouldn't wish for my worst enemy.