[waytogo]

The problem you face is pretty simple, your opportunity costs are just too high:

The probability that you create a company as a first-time founder that generates $500k/yr or $42k/month is...

- in 12 months ultra low

- in 24 months super low

- in 36 months low

And being a founder lacking success over a period of many months or years might be much worse than what you experience now. You would learn a lot though. But I doubt that your mental health would be better.