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As someone in the very same boat, I appreciate and can relate to the line you have to walk. My life was positively changed by going on Prozac in a way that I didn't think was possible. After years and years of trying any way of dealing with depression that didn't involve medication, I was absolutely at a dangerous place. Most of my reasoning was that I didn't really believe in the efficiency of medication, and even if so, I didn't think I was actually someone with depression, just that I had been, since i was a kid, putting myself into constant situations that caused severe anxiety and depression. It didn't all work at once, and I had a lot of weird steps between starting and being in a state that I would now consider "my normal self that I never knew I actually was", but it's been an overall life changing experience.

That being said, I understand that medication, or even the same medications, can't work for some people in the way they did with me. It's difficult to explain the position of "I know medication doesn't always work and isn't always an answer, but sometimes it is an answer that I would hate to be missed out on".