[greekgordo]

I think I struggle with similar things. It's hard, sometimes, when you have a day off to continue to want to push yourself to study up on the latest technologies or create side projects you can stick with. I do think it's important to _make_your_own_deadlines_ ...because then, nobody else will ever be setting them for you. I wonder if we all have a period in life where we sit and think "well what the hell am I doing with my life"...usually those moments come, make me reflective, and I have to then start to re-situate things... that's a motivator too. I don't know, but keep at it, grit is important, you got this. And you're definitely not alone.