[auganov]

Well if you need to raise, then it's not that different from applying for a job. You won't be making a salary for quite a while either. Whatever you end up working on might often feel like a disaster.

Maybe you can get a free psychiatrist in Swiss? And if money isn't a problem perhaps you could think of a broader range of things to do? A very low paying job at a startup? Volunteer work? Research work? No work? Helping family? Getting married? So many things you could do!

Good luck!