[danieltillett]

It won’t make you feel any better, but if this is what this woman is like you got incredibly lucky. Imagine if you had had a child with this woman - you would be stuck dealing with her forever.

While alcohol can help in the short term, you should be wary of it long term. If possible, the best solution is a mid-term geographic move. Just getting out of the environment tied to your memories and the emotions will seem less hurtful.