[shapiro92]

if you can afford it take a step back. Take some time off.

Startups and those fancy big corporations imo are full of bullshit and are built around bullshit. I am in Berlin where having drinks and a football table are perks to be advertised but when asked to pay your bus ticket they are like 'ohh that actually needs effort from our accounting side'.

Take some time off, do research on the company you want to work for, find something that they do and you like. Be it eCommerce/AI/ML/Data Analysis or whatever, do research find a company that is not too small not too big and go check them out.

Learn not to give a fuck. Honestly, I used to be so stressed with all the bullshit that go inside the company, and if you see too much BS flying around, go to the next company. Programmers/Developers are essential (Disclaimer I dont know how is the employment in your area) you will get another job.

I could go on, but to sum it up, dont give a fuck, do your job well, speak your opinion. It might get you fired but then you know you shouldnt actually work for them.