[charsifood]

If I received this email, I would be confused more than anything else.

Candidates turn down interviews all the time. You don't have to justify anything to the company - all this looks like is an attempt to justify something to yourself. Also seems like the email was hastily written given all the spelling/grammar mistakes.

[chad_strategic]

Exactly. I wrote it clearly for myself. I stated 3 reason why I wrote it in the last paragraph. One of the reasons, was not to fall in this trap again.

Yes, I wrote while I was frustrated at myself.