[BJanecke]

I'd suggest you pay a visit to your nearest ER and have the staff there give you some advice. Melancholic depression, fairly often is a symptom of other known health problems, that we as humans have ways of alleviating. I'm sure you've spent time and effort towards trying to solve what you are wrestling with now, but if you would like to give it one more chance the best possible thing you could do is pay your nearest ER a visit.

[subru]

Thanks for advice. This is long term. I don't need nor want er. I want to die.

This is a lifetime desire. I decided as a child this world was shit. I've since seen more and more reasons to never procreate, and my desire to die has been consistent.

I've seen enough of this world. Thank you again. You're doing your part. Some people just want out, however.

[davidjsevans]

I'd recommend watching this playlist: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I8Xc2_FtpHI&list=PL22J3VaeAB...

All the best on your journey.

[BJanecke]

I respect that, and accept that you have the right to your own life. You and your life have had great meaning to me and I will forever be thankful for that.

[subru]

May I ask how my life has offered great meaning to you?

[BJanecke]

I have always held the belief that everyone is entitled to their own life and can do with it as they please. This exchange reinforces that.