[bigato]

Consider the possibility that you may have your personality built in a certain way that led you to structure your business to depend on you? Maybe deep down you kind of like it to be this way, only that now it's being increasingly too much and you can't shoulder it all? I know that I have been guilty of that kind of attitude in my personal life. Maybe you could benefit from talking to a psychologist? If only so that you could get some leads on what literature you could study to explore this. It is very enlightening and freeing when you start to understand the reasons behind your personality.

And yeah, I deducted all of this from your username :-p

[starlord]

I guess, you are correct in quite a few observations. I shall talk to a psychologist soon. Thanks!