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True. I kind of settled at seeing it rather like art. What happened and all traces of it might be gone ultimately, but it still happened. It's purely subjective why anyone would prefer one thing over another happening, or care at all, true, but I know what I prefer. And more than a happy life, I want a meaningful one :) Possibly a content one. It's temporary either way, but I want it to have been some things more than other things.

Just because.. that's the best reason anyone can give you for living anyway I think, there's energy available and it kind of finds way to get used, whether by people hurting eating each or by blades of grass being jolly good friends, it will get used.