[igk]

Hey, I know I'm an internet stranger, but check out

https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/

they have some very good stuff in the sidebar and are very supportive.

And with that out of the way, if you will indulge my curiosity, do you suffer from it? I hope you have a nice day.

[mikelyons]

Thanks I appreciate your concern, been dealing with it for a long time and have explored various treatment options. I would say yes it's nearly constant suffering. Just an exhaustion with life, 30 more years of this doesn't appeal to me. It's mostly around not having the level of dating/sexual privilege that most women experience in the dating market and just being out of energy to keep searching for a mate every year.

[igk]

Then i hope you have found some things which work for you. And kudos for keeping going.