[reneherse]

Tough place to be in, and it sounds like you need to extract yourself as quickly as you can mindfully do so.

Get yourself into the right mindset for interviewing and demoing your side projects, line up some interviews, and go. When you've got an offer on the table, make the jump.

Alternatively, if you have several months of living expenses as a cushion in the bank, you could find some freelance clients and then quit.

Focus on the future, stay hopeful, and get out of there. If it's only been a few months, consider not even listing this job on your resume.