[Psychthowaway]

I'm honestly not sure, and I'm not sure if it's even advantageous to "fix." It's like flying a rocket, dangerous and could blow up at any time but might just get you to the moon.

I do know that it seems like there is an impending "break" coming where it all falls apart, but I'm not really sure what that looks like practically.

I think I've learned the right emotional responses to situations and people, but the way people describe emotion to me is something I don't think I'll ever be able to learn.