[rashkov]

Just echoing what someone else already wrote: Your english is great and you have a great attitude, and you are ambitious and still young. Do not worry that you are wasting your life. It seems like you are passionate about coding, so you are in it for the long term. You should try to get a better job of course. If that means going out of the country to do it then take the chance while you're young. I don't think you need a masters degree to do that, although that may be what you want to do anyway. Best of luck to you.