[hluska]

I don't know you, but I'm proud of you. And frankly, you should be very proud of yourself. Want to know why?

Writing this demonstrates something very important about your character. When you feel backed into a corner, you don't just hide away and hope that the situation passes. Instead, you fight to get yourself out of the situation. This is huge and frankly, this trait will serve you well in the future.

Other people have given you some wonderful, actionable advice and I don't want to repeat their words, so I'll cut it off there. But seriously, be proud of yourself.

Everything will work out and you will be okay. If you feel stuck, my email address is in my profile - reach out and I'll help you however I can.

Be safe.