So, do you mean that at no point you actually write code?
Best site for beginning coders : starts with a video then has a "video" of coding that you can pause and interact with. Very friendly and simple to start with.
You learn by doing. If thats implied, then the medium through which baseline knowledge is delivered doesn't matter much. Pick the one that you get along with. If that's videos over books, so be it.
Ideally, you would watch videos from an intro course at stanford or MIT. Those are known for uploading such lecture series.
A first course in programming needs to teach you the principles. It doesn't need to be practical or easy or simple or any other nonsense.
If you don't understand pointers, you won't ever amount to much. Better to at least be aware that there's something important that you don't get than to be lulled into this "js everythings a mess and its ok that way" nonsense.