[marcindrozd]

Good points! I agree that fundamentals are important and make many things easier in the end. I can see that it may be difficult for someone self taught to focus on those and be patient before jumping into that framework everyone is talking about. It is worth it though in the end.

I also like your note about accomplishments. This is really important to feel proud about things you've accomplished. Finding joy in these small completed projects may motivate you in going forward. There's no point in feeling worse.

Everyone started somewhere and it is very likely that most of the brilliant programmers also made simple things in the beginning (and most probably were very proud of them :)), but yes - fighting your doubts is very difficult.

I feel like we should try to find someone who will give us a positive feedback to soften the frustrations. This may not even be a specialist in the field - show what you've done to a friend or family - added bonus: they will be likely even more impressed. We tend to be overly critical about ourselves, so it is useful to search for feedback from others.

Thanks a lot for sharing your thoughts!

[prions]

Definitely agree about talking to others. I'm really lucky that most of my closest friends are awesome developers.

I'm about to start applying for full time developer jobs and grad school so I've been reflecting a lot on my journey to get here. It's going to be a leap but I'm confident I'll make it!

Thanks!