[ramtatatam]

For the depression part - you might want to look for a therapy. It's not a shame and it might improve quality of your life. Therapist will help you find out the core reason standing behind your depression and will help you to make it let go.

Apart from that - if you are technically gifted and you `are always right` with your ideas just try to get somebody who will do `small talk` part for you and get them on board as co-founder. The best solution is to find somebody like that in your nearest circles (friend you already know long enough) - so you will suffer each other for long enough for the idea to kick in :-)