Which you won't find out unless you start - somewhere, anywhere. How are you going to find out when you just sit there and think about something you know nothing about? Wait for sudden enlightenment? Math is one off the easiest subjects to get started, soooooo many starter books and by now even great online courses (again: Khan Academy, for the basics, probably many more). So much guidance. There is so much out there - free and easily accessible thanks to the Internet, the problem isn't "how do I get started" but "what resource do I use to get started".