[throwaway_emily]

That's what I want to but everyday feels like a burden.

[msdos]

  Everyday feeling like a burden for 3  years
  is better than
  everyday feeling like a burder for 30 years.

[im_down_w_otp]

Not as much of a burden as absolutely having to work everyday for most of the rest of your life someplace else, which also is going to be fraught with its own soul-sucking qualities. :-)