[bcook]

Eh, I have pretty harsh clinical depression, so I only really see horrible conclusions.

but, yeah, I have tried a few things. They only last up to a year before I conclude that it's not worth it.

I sincerely apologize for this post (because I know you are trying to spread positivity & encouragement), but I think I offer a different perspective where these simple changes do not offer much help.

[btcprint]

Dude (or dudette) - don't apologize for your post. I've been a lurker/reader here for a long while now, never made a single comment or had an account. Your apology triggered something in me and I couldn't help but to respond.

Your perspective adds value and insight to the conversation. We all learn from eachother..thank you for offering your perspective.

The fact you can try something for a year is a big win. Strategies I come up with to get motivated, focused and implement are usually good for a week at best. Keep on trying!

[eldude]

Then you should look for micro-successes, and build upon them by ensuring they occur more. The goal here is to accumulate a momentum of success that spawns motivation, and avoid measuring success from an absolute perspective (e.g., small victories matter).

Honestly though, it sounds like maybe you're trapped in a lifestyle that may genuinely (rationally) not be worth it for you. The only way to solve it may be to fundamentally alter your lifestyle toward greater self-interest (not the same as selfishness) by pursuing what you actually care more about, or being honest with yourself that you don't care enough about what you're pursuing to succeed (fame for most people falls into this category).

[wprapido]

i'm also a procrastinator with clinical depression (F33.2) and i think our set of issues is entirely different