[agumonkey]

So far not, I have tests booked next week. My 'wikipedia' self diagnosis was something similar to takotsubo syndrom. Emotional pain -> hormone flush -> broken heart muscle functions -> BP shut -> vaso-constriction reflex attempting to restore BP. Few weeks later I had a feeling of 'clogged artery' on my left side. No pain though, otherwise I'd have gone to a hospital because it would have seem like an infarctus. Looked like a very bad BP, very bad diet (sadness->eating shit), fat deposit, occlusion, near infarction. I suspect it affected my brain too, I lost control of my left side for sophisticated movements, for months I couldn't type with both hands while reading what I was typing (had to alternate one word, check, next word). Things are coming back now but still I'd love to have a full checkup (angiography, brain scan) to avoid pushing too hard on my system before the time is right, problem is no doctor will send you for such tests unless you're crashing in front of them. Takes time. For a year I wished for more non invasive medical monitoring and tests..