[Sanddancer]

This isn't while high on ketamine, this is about the week following, when your brain is still feeling the after effects in a positive way. Proper depression fucking sucks -- it's not just about feeling sad, you get to a place where your body aches, and even getting the motivation to go across the room to get meds seems almost more trouble than it works. Depression is not just feeling sad, there are a lot more symptoms involved, and if it means needing a day out of seven to not go outside, that's still a lot better than only being able to go outside one to two days in seven.