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Hello, your post was killed by a spam filter. Sorry about that; they're more aggressive on posts by new accounts. I marked your account legit so this won't happen again, and you're welcome to repost your question, if you want to. Please don't be discouraged if it doesn't get many responses, though, or if people criticize your proposal. HN is unpredictable when it comes to posting personal stories.

Either way, good luck to you. From your description it sounds like you've managed to learn a lot despite severe obstacles. That perseverance bodes well for your future, so keep going and don't give up! And welcome to Hacker News.

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Thank you a million, i reposted my question hopefully i will get some responses this time.